I don't understand this suggestion...it reads to me like you think half-agitating myself twice would be more relaxing than just doing it once, and I don't really see where that's coming from...honestly, though, I think when it is this hard to explain and you don't remember how I work to know where to start with things, it would maybe be better to suggest things you do know about or just not suggest things.
If you screw up a picture, it is ugly by nature of being screwed up: a zentangle is apparently a kind of picture, albeit the kind I usually draw when engaged with a lecture or other taking-in-information idling. A screwed-up picture also wastes paper and ink by its nature, and wasted resources damn near physically hurt me [has what certain Siberian nomads call an 'open soul']. There is nothing to bemuse, really. ... Yes, yes it does. I can give them other things, though, and charities are always a problem for me. I would probably knit coats for rescue hens, if I could knit, but I have thus far failed to teach myself, so I cannot. Asking them what someone should start off with might be helpful, thank you. Not the crocheteurs, though. The opposite, but I cannot signal that. You could still keep excuses handy in general, though.
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Date: 7/5/16 21:33 (UTC)If you screw up a picture, it is ugly by nature of being screwed up: a zentangle is apparently a kind of picture, albeit the kind I usually draw when engaged with a lecture or other taking-in-information idling. A screwed-up picture also wastes paper and ink by its nature, and wasted resources damn near physically hurt me [has what certain Siberian nomads call an 'open soul']. There is nothing to bemuse, really. ... Yes, yes it does.
I can give them other things, though, and charities are always a problem for me. I would probably knit coats for rescue hens, if I could knit, but I have thus far failed to teach myself, so I cannot. Asking them what someone should start off with might be helpful, thank you. Not the crocheteurs, though.
The opposite, but I cannot signal that.
You could still keep excuses handy in general, though.
[sniffs same]